The ups & downs of our life

SIX month visit with the surgeon....

2008-09-23T17:48:00.000-04:00

Went to my surgeon for the 6 month checkup today....

For the most part all my blood work looks great.

My A1C for the diabetes was down from 6.8 (from May) to 6.1. Below 6 is normal for non-diabetics.

My Iron, Vit. D and Calcium all perfect.

My cholesterol is normal 163. My LDL is a little low so going to pump up the exercise.

The only issues were with the B12 and Folate. The B12 was high and due to that the Folate was low. So now will take the B12 3 times a week and double up on the B complex every day.

Overall, the surgeon is very happy with my progress and 105 lbs gone FOREVER. 14 1/2 inches from my waist and 12 from my hips!!!!!!

Thanks for sharing my journey with me!!! It means a lot to have all the support.

Hard to Believe...

2008-09-22T12:40:00.003-04:00

it has been 6 months (Saturday) that I had the surgery that changed my life.

I cannot even express the happiness and change that my life has taken. I am so much more healthier then ever. I have a ton more energy. I walk, play tennis and I am so much more active.

It is not always easy. People think I took the easy way out....but I can assure you I did not. I still have to work my tool. I have to make sure I get my protein in, take my vitamins and drink my water. I watch my carbohydrates.

I love the new life I have...I would not change a thing.

I am happy.

I am healthy.

I am active.

I can do so much more.

I LOVE the new me.

What a rough afternoon and evening yesterday...

2008-09-09T06:46:00.001-04:00

Had a great day today...got Aviva at school we came home. She relaxed and then did her homework. When she was finished she played with her toys and I called her into my room.

As she is coming to me she goes mommy I think something is leaking...I was like okay I will come check. Well, before I could step out of my room the water was at my bedroom door...

I stepped into more water in the dining room and living room. I was like OY VEY (well maybe not as nice). And the bathroom by Aviva's room was flooded and Aviva's room as well. I am thinking the toilet overflowed (has happened before). Well, I call Spider at work...I am like you need to come home now the house is flooded. He is like take towels and the extra blanket...at this point he is not getting it...there is so much water.

I hang up I am crying and cursing at this point. Called him back and told him I am getting a wet vac at Home Depot. Well, went into his office where the hot water heater is...and his office is flooded really bad...the hot water heater was the culprit. I called Spider again and told him it was worse and he told me to turn off the water valves and it stopped.

I go to Home Depot and they do not rent wet vacs...he calls a friend at our complex and I get one...in the meanwhile he called the Pres of our association and she gave him a number of a company that will come clean it up.

So they get here and start working, it was a lot of water. Spider finally gets home and realizes how bad it really was.

So now it is cleaned up and the fans are blowing...he is pissed because the floors he did are now buckling. And it was $500 for them to come and now we need a new water heater.

I had a miserable headache too!

So what do you think....

2008-09-04T17:50:00.003-04:00

will South Florida get hit by Hurricane Ike? That is now the million dollar question. One of the stations here (Channel 7 WSVN) feels the need to have 4 hour coverage on Sunday morning...I think that is what makes people crazy.

Aviva is hoping she can get some days off due the Hurricane...she does not realize what can happen...or maybe does not remember Hurricane Wilma very much!

So can we come stay with anyone just in case?

I DID IT...the 3 week stall....

2008-09-02T09:14:00.002-04:00

has been BROKEN....

I am officially down 100.8 lbs and cannot BELIEVE it!!!

I was on a 3 week stall of being up and down the same few pounds. But I was not getting frustrated because I knew this would happen.

I am down almost 404 sticks of butter.

YIPPEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I love my HUSBAND

2008-08-28T20:18:00.000-04:00

He came home with roses for me...just because he loves me.
He is a great husband and a terrific father.
I love you Spider!

WALKING....

2008-08-26T17:23:00.002-04:00

That is what I am doing now.

I dropped Aviva off at school yesterday morning and drove to the park. There is a nice lake with a walking trail around it.

So put on my music and off I went. I did 5 laps around and felt great. I was not sure how far that was.

Came home called the park and they told me 1/2 mile around.

WOW I did 2 1/2 miles and felt so good.

There was no school today....so I got up and left Spider and Aviva sleeping and off I went.

I did 2 miles today....felt pretty good. Came home and they were still sleeping.

But now I am sore and can definitely feel it so much more today.

But I will be back there tomorrow.

Reggae FUN on Saturday....

2008-08-24T15:59:00.001-04:00

Spider and I actually went on a date...yup you heard me right. It is hard to believe. Aviva stayed with our friends next door and we went to the reggae show in town for my birthday. We had a great time. Have to do this more often.

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Finally the FIRST DAY of School after a 2 day delay from TS FAY...

2008-08-20T10:22:00.001-04:00

I TURNED 40....

2008-08-20T09:41:00.003-04:00

Yes it is my time to hit a new decade...and I know it is going to be a great one.

I feel great, I am so much healthier then ever and have a ton more energy then I have had in years....that is the best present of all.

Spider and I are going to a reggae show on Saturday alone...yes alone. Can you believe it?

My great neighbor offered to watch Aviva for us. Aviva goes to me I rather go there and you and daddy need alone time. Isn't she sweet?

I am almost at 100 lbs down...I will get there but I am going down in pants size...so it is not always about the scale. I am down 7 sizes. That is hard to believe.

BACK from DISNEY WORLD.....

2008-08-10T14:46:00.002-04:00

We had a blast in Disney World...Animal Kingdom Lodge is beautiful...we had a great view of zebras and giraffes every morning.

I felt great there and could have walked all day and night. But it was so hot and Aviva wanted to go back to the pool to swim. Aviva had a blast met some children...

And even better down 98 lbs and only 2 more to go for my goal by Saturday my birthday.

Enjoy my montage.

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JUST my luck....

2008-07-29T14:46:00.001-04:00

I have been in pain in my mouth on the left side since yesterday. Thought it was the tooth in the back on the top...had a very hard time sleeping last night.

We took Aviva to camp and then he took me to his dentist who is on vacation till August 4th. So we had no choice, was not doing well with the pain so took me to the ER....I have an abscess against my cheek...he said was not big enough to drain so gave me Percocet and Penicillin. Lucky me. Hurts to swallow and cannot eat.

We leave for Disney next Tuesday and I just want to be pain free.

My GOAL.....

2008-07-24T10:07:00.002-04:00

Well, I turn 40 on August 16th...and I have been thinking what do I want for my birthday? Hmm....so I decided for myself....I want to lose 100 lbs by my birthday.

I can do it. I am now down 86 1/2 lbs in 4 months...hard to believe. I feel great. So I think 13 1/2 lbs is very doable.

We go to Disney World August 5th to the 8th....all that walking and sweating will definitely help.

So that is what I want for myself for my 40th!!!

Also, if you can please keep my SIL Marie in your thoughts and prayers...she is having surgery today in Jamaica.

The Many FACES of AVIVA....

2008-07-22T10:21:00.000-04:00

What a fun Sunday we had...

2008-07-21T12:04:00.002-04:00

We had a really nice day yesterday....we went with our friends and their 2 sons to Chuck E Cheese...it was empty. The kids had their run of the place. We then went out to lunch and back to their house for swimming and some fun playing Wii.

Aviva showing off the prize she decided on with her tickets....
This is what happens when you have a day of fun...you fall asleep on the couch at 6:45 pm (that is lotion in her hair).

Just some AVIVA cuteness...

2008-07-17T10:23:00.001-04:00

This one is my favorite picture....just like the look of it.

Who does not like receiving a package in the MAIL?

2008-07-10T14:45:00.002-04:00

Aviva was so happy to come home from camp yesterday and find this package for HER. She loves to receive mail. It made her day! Her grandma and grandpa sent her some very pretty shirts.

Our 4th of July Pics...

2008-07-08T11:45:00.003-04:00

Well...was not a very nice day. It basically rained from 4:30 to 9 pm. We went to our town's celebration for a little bit. They had lots of children's activities but due to the weather they were on hold. So we sat for a bit and waited and then it started to drizzle and rain even heavier so we left and went home. But lucky enough the neighborhood behind has had some great fireworks so we were able to watch those right outside our front door.

We are BACK,....

2008-06-29T09:45:00.002-04:00

from the girls getaway to Disney and Universal.

Boy was it hot.....but it was lots of fun. Aviva had a blast with my friend's daughter. They were the same age but did not really know each other. But they would walk around the parks holding hands and loved doing rides together.

It was nice for me to have a friend to talk to and understand what I was going through.

It was very hot...but everyone was sweating too. The Universal parks had misters so it was great to stand under them and cool off. The girls loved getting wet on some of the rides.

Hard to believe we go back to Disney (just Disney this trip) in a little over 5 weeks and staying at Animal Kingdom Villas. Aviva does not know we have a Savannah view so we will see animals out our balcony.

Cannot wait for that trip.

TWO days early.....

2008-06-18T13:34:00.002-04:00

are you wondering what it could be?

Well, my goal before the surgery was to lose 70 lbs by my 3 month surgiversary. I was not sure that was going to happen because the scale was playing tricks on my the past few days.

But low and behold, this morning I am PROUD to say that I am now down 70 lbs or as I like to say 280 sticks of butter.

It is still hard to believe how my life has change. I am happy and so much healthier.

Though the past few days have been a bit rough. I have been having a few low blood sugars. Yesterday morning woke up in a sweat and my sugar was 59. Last night before Aviva was out of the shower my sugar was 53. I ran out of Glucose Tablets so my terrific DH ran out and got my a huge bottle of them. And again this morning was 59. But then later on in the day today it got to 195 so go figure.

Otherwise those incidents I feel great.

It has been awhile.....

2008-06-13T12:27:00.002-04:00

Well....Aviva is loving camp...she was a little scared Sunday night but when I picked her up Monday she was very happy and telling me about her great day.

Wednesday they went bowling, yesterday they went swimming and she passed her swimming test. She even jumped off the high diving board. And today they are going to Plaster Castle.

She has 3 trips next week and one day they are having McDonalds for lunch.

In 11 days we are going on our Girls Getaway to Disney and Universal/Islands of Adventure. We are so excited. We are flying even though it is is close, it works out cheaper.

And I am now down 68 lbs and not even 3 months out yet (that will be on the 20th). I am feeling great.

The LAST day of school......

2008-06-05T15:15:00.006-04:00

First day of school

The morning of the last day of school

And they are off...this is dismissal on the last day!

UPDATE from my visit to the surgeon....

2008-06-03T12:55:00.001-04:00

It went really well. They are very happy with my progress...Not even 11 weeks out and down 63 lbs and dropped my BMI by 11 points. All my vitamin levels were good...the B ones were a little high so they want to watch that. Go for more blood work in one month. My A1C dropped even more to 6.5...which is great considering where it started.

I get to add veggies to my diet...eating is hard enough but I am trying. I ate 2 meals a day and drink 2 protein shakes a day as well. I average about 750 calories which they say is fine.

I do the Wii Fit 5 to 6 times a week, walk 3 times a week and play tennis 1 to 3 times a week. Who would believe that!!

I feel great and so much healthier which is what is so important. Just wanted to share my good news.

Wii FIT....

2008-05-28T16:42:00.004-04:00

We got it today and already played for almost 2 hours...Aviva and I took turns.

Some of the things are not as easy as they look. And you can get a decent workout.

I, yes ME...actually ran in place and completed my turn of running. And did pretty good for the first time.

They time you and can unlock extra activities the more points and the more time you use it.

So glad we got it.

We even got Spider on it!

SAD and DISGUSTING.....

2008-05-26T17:47:00.001-04:00

Something needs to be done about this teacher...guess she never heard of FAPE (fair and appropriate education) for all students with disabilities. He has rights no matter his disability.

I really hope the parents do something...at let this teacher be an example.

PAIN, PAIN Please go away....

2008-05-20T12:32:00.002-04:00

Well...it has been a long few days of being in pain.

I went to the ER Sunday evening...all of a sudden I started experiencing pain in my lower right abdomen. It just came on all of a sudden. I did not want to go but Spider said we are going.

But being my abdomen I wanted to go to the hospital where I had my surgery....so off we went.

I felt absolutely miserable....finally took me in gave me an IV, drew blood and waited for some pain meds....the pain was 9 on a scale of 10. Finally they gave me morphine (ugh) followed up by zofran.

I started to feel a bit better...then off to CAT scan. My white blood count was elevated (14.8) but told him that was normal for me. SO they got the results of the scan and it looks like I have a large ovarian cyst on my right ovary. Never had one and do not wish for another.

So they gave me a script for liquid lortab and went home.

Yesterday went to the OB/GYN and she examined me but could not feel anything...so going back tomorrow for an U/S and then to discuss the results with her. But in the meanwhile, I am suffering. And just want to be back to normal.

This pain is so much worse then the pain from my surgery, if you can believe that.

Multi-Cultural Day at Aviva's school....

2008-05-17T19:30:00.001-04:00

Yesterday at Aviva's school was Multicultural Day...they do a whole day to celebrate all different cultures and it ends with a parade celebrating the different countries.

The kids loved it..they cheered when they saw their classmates.

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8 weeks ago today....

2008-05-15T07:45:00.002-04:00

my LIFE changed forever and I mean for the better.

I had my surgery 8 weeks ago and again the best thing that has ever happened. I am off almost all my meds, my blood work is very good and best of all NO MORE back pain.

I feel the best I have ever had in years...it amazes me each day the energy I have, how I can do so much more then ever and I WANT to exercise.

I am now down, as of this morning 53 1/2 lbs or I like to say 214 sticks of butter.

My life is so good right now and it is only getting better.

Anyone thinking of the surgery, do your research thoroughly and find a Bariatric Center of Excellence.

I recommend it but again it may not be for everyone.

AMERICA's Next Top Model....

2008-05-14T22:45:00.002-04:00

This is one of my guilty pleasures and tonights episode was the finale. And I was so happy.

WHITNEY (from Florida) WON!!

Why am I so happy...first time a full figured model won...she looks like the everyday woman. Nice to see that.

She is really pretty and takes beautiful pictures.

I LOVE Spider dearly......

2008-05-14T10:28:00.000-04:00

he decided at 10:30 pm last night he wanted to clean the house...I was asleep. He likes to clean...not sure why.

So this morning I was looking for a bag I had on my side of the bed...it had some magazines in it and my tickets for Mickey's Not So Scary Halloween Party at Magic Kingdom (we are going in Oct). Guess what..no where to be found. I am searching and getting upset.

Called Spider at work...he threw the bag away...I could not believe it. I do appreciate his cleaning but wish he would not touch my things. Was just a bit upset.

So thankfully wrote down my confirmation code and was able to call Disney Ticket Services...and the gentleman I spoke to laughed and said do not worry I was not the first person this happened too.The end result is when I go in August I can go up to a guest services window with my confirmation # and picture ID and they will give me new tickets.

So no dumpster diving for Spider.

I have been tagged...All About Me MeMe..,

2008-05-13T08:42:00.003-04:00

What was I doing 10 years ago: I was living in Cancun, Mexico with Spider who was playing with his Reggae Band at Cat's Reggae Bar. We were planning on moving back to the states in July.

"To Do" list today:
1. Drink my water
2. Clean out my closet
3. Laundry
4. Get my protein in
5. Walk

Things I would do if I were a billionaire:
1. Pay off all bills and live debt free
2. Open a school for inclusion for all students
3. Lots of travel...all over the world

3 Bad Habits:
1. Over think things
2. Worry to much
3. Procrastinate

5 places I have lived:
1.Plantation, FL
2. Sunrise, FL
3. Cancun, Mexico
4. Mexico City, Mexico
5. Syosset, NY

5 jobs that I have had:
1. Speech Therapist for students with autism
2. Group home instructor for developmentally disabled adults
3. Instructor at a sheltered workshop
4. Group home instructor for emotionally handicapped girls
5. Teacher assistant for students with autism

WE are the proud owners.....

2008-05-13T07:48:00.002-04:00

of 3 plane tickets to Jamaica....did not want to wait much longer...we are going Dec 14th to Dec 22nd (SIL wedding is the 20th). Found the tickets the cheapest because Spirit had a discount promotion.

We are flying in to Montego Bay on the 14th...going to an all inclusive till the 18th ( for 4 nights) Here is where we are staying: Sunset Jamaica Grande. Then renting a car driving to Kingston and staying in a hotel there for 4 nights. Could have stayed with his brother but they have no A/C and was not up to the 3 of us sharing a bed. Aviva needs her own bed. Hoping we can get to go to the Blue Mountains and Spider wants to visit some friends..and maybe he can show Aviva things he did as a child and where he did them.

We fly home from Kingston.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY 2008

2008-05-11T17:57:00.001-04:00

Spider had to work but yesterday he came home with a beautiful bouquet of flowers. My dad and his wife sent me the other bouquet. I was woken up by Aviva this morning giving me the card and the handmade card and gift she made me....she was very proud. Spider got me a giftcard to Barnes and Noble (Aviva told him to get me a diamond ring). Then he left me an envelope because he felt bad no breakfast in bed and no spa, so left me some money to go shopping for myself. It was a nice day. Aviva and I spent time together and we went to the pool for a little while was about 90 degrees today.

I am just so happy to have Aviva in my life...what an amazing daughter she is, especially everything she went through at such a young age. I am very proud to be her MOM!!!!!!

GOOD news from my doctor visit today.....

2008-05-08T17:34:00.000-04:00

I went to my regular doctor today for blood work results. My surgery was 7 weeks ago today and down almost 50 lbs.

Well, all good news...

My A1C for the diabetes went from a very high 10.1 to 7.1.

My cholesterols are all good...the good one is a little low so he said try to exercise more..but is happy I am playing tennis 3 to 4 times a week. And would like me to add weights into my work out to start building muscle as I lose fat.

Iron, B-12 were good...Vitamin D was low but the calcium levels were fine so not worried.

One of the liver tests was slightly high but came down from the last test.

He is very happy with everything and my blood pressure is 120/70. NORMAL!! Who would have believed it.

All in all he is very happy with my progress.

My grandfather....

2008-05-08T11:03:00.001-04:00

Check out this article about him....he is 97 years young.

It feels good....

2008-05-07T09:02:00.002-04:00

that when I go to Aviva's school I hear such nice compliments about her.

She is loved by everyone and seems everyone knows her :-)! It makes me very proud.

Her teacher told me how wonderful she is doing and every morning Aviva goes and gives her a big hug. We lucked out this year with such a wonderful and caring teacher.

It is teacher appreciation week so Aviva and I went and got a beautiful bouquet of flowers to show her home she is appreciated.

Hard to believe the school year is almost finished.

Today is YOM HOSHOAH......

2008-05-01T20:20:00.001-04:00

That is Holocaust Remembrance Day...My grandparents survived Auschwitz and were in a displaced persons camp after the war.

Here is some info:

http://tinyurl.com/76zxh

http://tinyurl.com/5bqzxk

Aviva was honored today.....

2008-04-30T12:00:00.001-04:00

during morning TV announcements along with 2 other girls from her class as well as the other grades for being the top point achievers in Accelerated Reader for the third quarter. They all were announced and got a certificate and some other coupons for free things in the community like free miniature golf and free meals. We are very proud of her.

Aviva with the assistant principal.....

I TRULY love Spider....

2008-04-29T12:09:00.002-04:00

I was not feeling well all day yesterday....won't go into detail....would be TMI....All day was rough for me.

Finally at 2 am this morning Spider was there to help me through....he must truly love me for what he did. Afterwards, was feeling better but could not sleep with his snoring....but dealt with it after what he did for me.

Feeling a bit better but not 100%...

But down 46 lbs now...so very happy about that.

162 STICKS of BUTTER...

2008-04-21T17:57:00.002-04:00

what is that you ask?

That is 40 1/2 lbs. That is how much I lost as of this morning.

Pretty COOL, eh?

I am so happy and feel so good. Got a ton more energy as well!

PRAY for EMMA....

2008-04-21T09:56:00.003-04:00

Emma was adopted along with Micah by a wonderful family from Florida. She spent 5 years in an orphange in the Ukraine. She is a miracle who is beating the odds. You see she was born with a severe heart defect and the doctors are not sure they will be able to fix Emma's heart.

So PLEASE keep this precious girl in your thoughts and prayers and that the doctors find a way to fix her heart and give her the healthy life she so deserves.

Just wanted to wish....

2008-04-19T21:15:00.001-04:00

those who celebrate a very Happy Pesach (Passover)!

If you would like more information on Passover click here.

Earn a free book this summer.....

2008-04-18T10:44:00.002-04:00

For kids in grades 1-6, if they read 8 books and keep a log they will get a free book.

Check it out at Barnes and Noble.

We definitely will be doing this during the summer.

Aviva is being HONORED........

2008-04-17T21:46:00.000-04:00

She is one of the top 3 students in all of first grade (about 200 or so kids) for Accelerated Reader for the third marking period...she has read so many books I lost count..

On April 30th she will be honored during the morning announcements..and I am invited to be there. They do the morning announcements like a TV show...it is live on TV in each classroom.

And she got her report card....she did excellent...just about all one's (meaning mastered the skill)...I am very proud of her.

I feel so GOOD.........

2008-04-16T18:08:00.002-04:00

wondering why....just finished playing an an hour and a half of tennis with Spider and Aviva.

And not tired at all...what a good work out. Aviva was to cute...mommy you are running you must be all better...look how fast you are going. Then she goes...mommy and your boobs are not even moving much....got to love her.

I could never have done this 4 short weeks ago...now I think I am taking up tennis.

How we spent our WEEKEND.....

2008-04-13T21:30:00.002-04:00

We went to Relay for Life Friday night and today Aviva was able to go to the beach with grandma and grandpa.

Relay for Life is an event that is overnight and raises money and awareness for cancer. Spider, Aviva and I all walked around the track a few times. It was an inspirational event.

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A few BRAGS to share......

2008-04-10T17:25:00.000-04:00

First off a brag about Aviva....she is one of the top 25 students out of over 200 first graders in the accelerated reader program. She is going to be able to meet an author and get a autographed book that he wrote. I am so proud of her. She must have read at least 75 books or more and taken the AR tests.

Then in Math Superstars (a math program that they do weekly..it involves about 12 to 15 math problems they have to do or solve). Some are hard and takes time to figure them out. Well she came in second place in her class. She will be honored at a lunch with the principal.

Then on to me today....went to my doctor for the first time since surgery. He was very happy with me. I reduced my insulin (Lantus) from 20 units to 17 units. And best of all I am off my blood pressure medicine. My BP today was 120/80 and he is happy with that. Since he knows I am losing weight and exercising now.

I DID IT.......................

2008-04-10T10:11:00.000-04:00

I know this may not sound much to some but I did my first workout video of Walk Away the Pounds this morning...it was a mile wal with weights...but I did it. And I am proud of myself for doing the whole thing. 3 weeks ago I never could have done it...I was in so much pain with my back and now there is none.

Today I was also at Aviva's school and walked and walked and felt great. Then went to the grocery store and shopped. I am just so happy.

Thanks for letting me share.

To the PERSON who left the anonyomous comment....

2008-04-08T11:54:00.002-04:00

Maybe you should leave your name. A parent has no right to emotional abuse a child. Call them names and treat them the way I was treated. NO WAY would I ever do that to my child. I will always love my child with all her faults, issues and problems.

No matter what, a parent is suppose to give conditional love and that was not given. I do not care what the child does or looks like...love is not conditional from a parent to a child.

Yes there are 2 sides to every story but as a child the parent is the adult and should know better.

And if you do not like my BLOG stay off and be grown up enough to leave your name. Until you walked in my shoes then you have no right to make a judgement. Stay connected what a joke...

GUESS where we went today?

2008-04-07T22:05:00.013-04:00

We had a great afternoon and evening. We went to the beach with my dad and Marilyn. Aviva had a blast. Then back to there hotel and Aviva and my dad swam. We hung and went to dinner.

Best of all I walked to the beach and back and ABSOLUTELY no pain in my BACK...what a great feeling.

HEY MOM....

2008-04-07T08:13:00.002-04:00

SO I hear you have been reading my blog...WHY I ask? You do not care about me or my family.

You never did.

You were always mean and self-centered. You only gave conditional love...what kind of parent does that?

You could not deal with anybody or anything unless it made you look good....How very sad. I bet you are still like that.

It is sad how you alienated all your children and how you treated them.

I wonder how Bruce can deal with that...maybe because he is so passive...who knows....but I totally do not understand it.

I have a good life, a loving husband and an amazing child....no matter what you believe. And thankfully my child does not know you or what kind of miserable person you were and probably still are.

THANKS to my friend ANNA.....

2008-04-03T21:08:00.002-04:00

we are going to DISNEY WORLD in June from the 24th to the 27th. She booked a 2 bedroom at Saratoga Springs Resort and Spa....I am so excited. Aviva is even more she will have someone her age to go on the rides with.

We are going to the Supercalifragilistic Breakfast with all the kids. Then Anna and I are going to dinner at Spoodles which is on the Boardwalk. So we can have a nice evening without kids.

We are going to do EPCOT one day. The other days we will do Universal Studios and Islands of Adventure. Aviva and I have never been so we cannot wait.

Thank you so much Anna...it was so nice of you to include us.

FIRST post-op visit to the surgeon....

2008-04-01T19:12:00.000-04:00

was excited to go to see how well I am doing...I am down about 30 lbs and really feel good.

And very happy to say the least.BEST OF ALL...my back does not hurt when I walk. I actually walked through Publix twice without using a scooter like before. I actually chased Aviva up the stairs yesterday and she was like Mommy you are running....made me feel good. It feels good not to be in pain...I was in pain from Feb. 2007 till March 2008.

I am now down to ONLY 20 units of Lantus, my insulin. I have been on insulin since 1999. And I am off Metformin.

Everything is healing well...he took the bandages of the drain sites and the last incision site. He rather them be uncovered.

On Thursday I start the vitamin regimen and soft/pureed foods. I already went shopping for the items I need. I stocked up on refried beans, ricotta cheese, turkey (can have that) and cheese. I also have fat free yogurt that I can doctor up. Need some more ideas. I do not eat tuna or canned chicken.

HAVING fun during Spring Break....

2008-03-31T17:31:00.017-04:00

It has been so nice out so since Aviva got out of school Thursday...we have been going to the park. The weather is gorgeous and I love being outside.

Check out how she kicked off her shoe and it is above her head......

She hits so much better LEFTY!

BONE Marrow Biopsy results.................

2008-03-27T11:13:00.000-04:00

First did the CBC and my white blood count was 17.5 so higher but he believes that is from the surgery.

Basically all the tests besides the biopsy came back normal....got to love normal.

Then he discussed the biopsy...basically they did a few different tests..do not remember what they are called. But most were either normal or slightly elevated. Basically said that my bone marrow works a little faster then it should. He said I have low myloprolifertive disorder but thinks that losing the weight will help.

Do not need meds or anything.

Do not need to do anything which is good..but will followup every 3 months.

Can I BRAG a bit.......

2008-03-26T14:27:00.000-04:00

I was taking 4 shots of insulin a day...one of Lantus (once a day in the evening) and 3 shots a day of Novolog....

NOW DOWN TO ONE SHOT A DAY!!

I am just taking the Lantus at night. My sugar this morning was 73, and earlier 75. And yesterday all under 120 which is normal.

I am still sore but walking more...very itchy too. Trying not to bend because it hurts.

Feeling pretty good...for the most part....

2008-03-25T09:20:00.003-04:00

I am doing pretty well..still a bit tired...yesterday took 2 naps. I had a relaxing day until the diva came home from school. She was like a little hurricane yesterday. But she made a promise to be good today.

I am suppose to be drinking up to 4 oz of protein shakes 3 times a day. I got in 2 oz, 1.5 oz and 2 oz. Just could not drink anymore. Did get in about 18 oz of water. I also walked more which helps.

I am trying to drink more water today..I use a medicine cup to measure what I drink since it is 1 oz. I did use the pain meds yesterday but just once at night....was not feeling good at all.

Best of all down 21 1/2 lbs.

I am HOME...

2008-03-23T21:45:00.000-04:00

I had a SHOWER...what a difference that makes...and Spider was a big help. Spider has been great between me there and Aviva...They came every day to see me...and had a private room with a great view (almost all the rooms are private).

Now I have to slowly sip water and have 4 oz of protein shakes for each meal. I am off of Crestor and Medium and Bumex. I am to take 10 units of insulin before each shake and my lantus at night..I will take Prevacid soluble and still take my Metformin and Micardis but have to crush them and put in applesauce.

Before sugery lost 17 1/2 lbs..gain some in the hospital from the IV and gas...but will lose that quickly. Going to walk as much as I can.

Again thank you for all your prayers and positive thoughts...it really means a lot!

TOMORROW is the day....

2008-03-19T16:11:00.002-04:00

FINALLY...I have waited so long...I have to be at the hospital at 8:00 am. Which is very good..then I can take Aviva to school.

I will have surgery between 10 am and 11 am.

WOW is all I can say...finally it is my turn. I cannot believe I will be on the losers bench tomorrow afternoon.

It has been a stressful day...my good friend who said she will watch my DD backed out at the last minute (guess you cannot always count on your friends when you really need them).....I have no family here. But thankfully my neighbor will watch her.

If you want any updates email me and will give you my cell...otherwise will update when I get home which I hope will be Saturday.

Please keep me in your thoughts and prayers.

Aviva's spring and soccer picture...

2008-03-19T11:55:00.002-04:00

I scanned them so that is why they look like this....Enjoy!

INTERESTING facts on what equals what you lost.....

2008-03-18T21:59:00.001-04:00

Your weight loss =

1 pound = a Guinea Pig
1.5 pounds = a dozen Krispy Kreme glazed donuts
2 pounds = a rack of baby back ribs
3 pounds = an average human brain
4 pounds = an ostrich egg
5 pounds = a Chihuahua
6 pounds = a human’s skin
7.5 pounds = an average newborn
8 pounds = a human head
10 pounds= chemical additives an American consumes each year
11 pounds = an average housecat
12 pounds = a Bald Eagle
15 pounds = 10 dozen large eggs
16 pounds = a sperm whale’s brain
20 pounds = an automobile tire
23 pounds = amount of pizza an average American eats in a year
24 pounds = a 3-gallon tub of super premium ice cream
25 pounds = an average 2 year old
30 pounds = amount of cheese an average American eats in a year
33 pounds = a cinder block
36 pounds = a mid-size microwave
40 pounds = a 5-gallon bottle of water or an average human leg
44 pounds = an elephant’s heart
50 pounds = a small bale of hay
55 pounds = a 5000 BTU air conditioner
60 pounds = an elephant’s penis (yep, weights more than his heart!)
66 pounds = fats and oils an average American eats in a year
70 pounds = an Irish Setter
77 pounds = a gold brick
80 pounds = the World’s Largest Ball of Tape
90 pounds = a newborn calf
100 pounds = a 2 month old horse
111 pounds = red meat an average American eats in a year
117 pounds = an average fashion model (and she’s 5’11”)
118 pounds = the complete Encyclopedia Britannica
120 pounds = amount of trash you throw away in a month
130 pounds = a newborn giraffe
138 pounds = potatoes an average American eats in a year
140 pounds = refined sugar an average American eats in a year
144 pounds = an average adult woman (and she’s 5’4”)
150 pounds = the complete Oxford English Dictionary
187 pounds = an average adult man
200 pounds = 2 Bloodhounds
235 pounds = Arnold Schwarzenegger
300 pounds = an average football lineman
400 pounds = a Welsh pony

WOW...TWO more days...

2008-03-18T17:22:00.002-04:00

till my new journey to a new life begins.

I cannot believe it is almost here..I have been waiting for so long for this. I am excited not nervous yet. I have so much to do tomorrow so hoping keeping busy will keep the nerves a way.

It is so hard not having family here to help but thankfully I have good friends.

Tomorrow I am on clear liquids all day...hope that goes smoothly.

Still cannot believe this time Thursday I will be on the loser bench.

WHAT a WEEKEND....

2008-03-17T08:30:00.002-04:00

WOW..it has been busy.

First on Friday, Aviva's tooth finally fell out...it has been hanging in there for dear life.

On Saturday, we cleaned and got ready to pick up Auntie Marie from the airport. She was coming in from Jamaica. We got to the airport...and customs was so backed up that we waited for an hour and 15 minutes. But we were so happy to see Marie. We have not seen her since August.

So we decided we would go out for dinner. Everyone ate but me...I stuck to my liquid diet. I was very proud of myself. It wasn't even hard.

Sunday was very busy. We went looking for a wedding dress....for Auntie Marie. It was going to be interesting because Aviva had to come with us, Spider was working.

So off we went to David's Bridal...and Marie tried on and tried on and tried on wedding dresses. The last dress she tried on was the WOW...it is absolutely gorgeous. She looked stunning. She knew as soon as she tried it on. Aviva had enough but she was really good considering we were there for 3 1/2 hours. But that is done.

Then we came home, did some things and played on the David's Bridal site on dressing the wedding party. Marie decided on great colors it looked really beautiful.

On a good note this morning I was down 13 1/2 lbs.

FIELD Day.....

2008-03-14T21:36:00.001-04:00

Make photo slide shows at www.OneTrueMedia.com

Aviva......

2008-03-13T16:13:00.002-04:00

An INSPIRATIONAL story from the NYC schools.....

2008-03-13T10:01:00.002-04:00

A man’s passion to be principal

March 10: NBC’s Jamie Gangel reports on a man who is improving the lives of teachers and students at one Bronx, N.Y., high school.

This story is truly inspirational...check out how the school changed by this one man. It just shows you anyone can make a change...click here to see the video.

A very SCARY night for me.....

2008-03-12T08:02:00.000-04:00

Last night was going well...gave my shot of insulin (Lantus--this insulin is given once a day and does not peak). I gave Novolog (fast reacting one) before my last shake in the evening..10 ish.

Spider came home and he was on the computer and I was in bed...and all of a sudden had this feeling nothing bad but just needed something. So he got me a fudgsicle..and ate that. Started to get that feeling (not sure if you ever had a low blood sugar). But felt that coming on...started to sweat, getting a headache and my heart was starting to beat faster. It came on out of nowhere and was not expecting it...was a bit scary. So got my monitor and tested my sugar as I am sweating more.

So I pricked my finger and my blood sugar was 32...I could not believe it..did not think it was that bad. Took some glucose tablets and Spider is looking at me asking should we go to the hospital. I said no need something to drink. He got me a big glass of milk and took another glucose tablet. Still felt really crappy. Heart was racing and was sweating bad. My sugar went up to 39 and was laying down on Spider. He was so worried. About 20 minutes or so later sugar was 56. So took one more glucose tablet and fell asleep on Spider.

Actually slept through the night even with his snoring. Woke up with a whopper of a headache. But sugar was 133.

So will cut my evening dose of Novolog again.

I am just so happy Spider was home..I was really scared.

POOR Spider...

2008-03-11T21:17:00.002-04:00

He has been in a little pain with his middle toe on his left foot. He has been soaking it for a few days and putting stuff on it. But not helping.

I looked at it today and it was bleeding a bit. I said to him I think you need to get it checked out. I touched it with a q-tip and he went through the roof in pain.

So off he went to urgent care...he was in such agony.

It turned out to be an ingrown toenail that got infected. So he got a shot there and will be on antibiotics and has to apply some Lotrimin to it.

Poor thing..he really was in pain. Hoping he is now on the mend.

A bit of a rough morning...

2008-03-10T11:03:00.002-04:00

Spider got home late from his gig...so I was up late worried about him.

But Aviva was not to happy this morning to get up and go to school. Normally, she gets right up and heads to the bathroom.

This morning she was whiny and crying she did not want to get up..maybe because it was dark. She complained all they do in school is work, work, special, work, work, lunch, work, work, recess, snack, work and go home.

I laughed and said to Aviva enjoy this time, it will not get an easier.

But by the time she was up and dressed with her hair done she was in a bit of a better mood.

She was very happy by the time she got to school...she had money to buy something from the school store.

Let's hope for a good afternoon.

DAY 5...and liking the loss...

2008-03-10T10:59:00.002-04:00

Yup it is Day 5 of my liquid diet and so far it is going pretty well.

Saturday I had to have Spider stop on his way home for glucose tablets...my sugar was going low. Not sure if you have ever experienced a low blood sugar..but when I do I could eat anything in sight...so with the tablets it brings my sugar up in a much healthier way.

I am liking my Jell-O, my fudge pops and popsicles. I am not as hungry as I was Friday and Saturday...so that is a good thing.

But the best news....I am down 7 lbs. I am very happy with that. Only 10 more days to go.

Oy, the liquid diet.....

2008-03-08T08:59:00.001-05:00

had a headache all day...I gave up diet coke...cannot have it anymore. But stuck to it and I am down 4 lbs so very happy.

Yesterday had 1 protein shake (35 g of protein) 1 Carnation Instant Breakfast no sugar added (14 g with milk) and 1 low carb slimfast (20 g). I also had 2 jell-os (sugar free) and 2 sugar free popsicles. Think I may buy some broth for something warm...I have tea going to make some of that too.

Even better so far, my blood sugars are normal. And I have cut back on my insulin.

Only 12 more days...that is what keeps me going. I will do this.

Interesting doctor visit...

2008-03-06T14:39:00.002-05:00

I get to the hematologist and basically sit and wait....finally called in and they prick my finger for the usual CBC.

Then they put me in a room and sit and wait again....and wait and wait some more....the doctor was at the hospital...they told me while I was waiting in the room.

Finally the doctor comes in and reads the chart...some results are in but not the biopsy part...the other tests he ordered came back normal. So he said...he does not believe it is cancer...which kind of surprised me because he never mentioned cancer before. The biopsy takes a little longer. But the WBC went down to 13.8 so it is on the way down.

I was just worried that this would interfere with my surgery. But he said is would not and wrote a note for me to give to the primary doc (who I am seeing today too) saying that. Another relief for me. So go back to him in 3 weeks to get biopsy results.

I started the 2 week liquid diet...so far so good..well barely been home which makes it easier.

Pre-Op NEWS....the time is creeping by....

2008-03-04T15:15:00.002-05:00

I had my final meeting with the surgeon today....I still cannot believe this is real. This is something that will change my life....I want to be happy and feel good and this is going to give me that.

First spoke with the nurse (who is so nice), and she went over everything I need to do for the 2 weeks before surgery and what to do post-op, I start the 2 week liquid diet on Thursday. Hoping the 2 weeks go by very fast.

Then met with one of the surgeons...he went thoroughly and I mean very THOROUGHLY over everything from the bloodwork to my medical history. The only thing with my bloodwork that he mentioned of some concern,...was my Vitamin D level was low. So have to add extra Vit. D.

He asked lots of questions...and was really nice about everything. He examined my stomach and said the c-section scar looks very nice (that is over 7 years old) but healed very nicely. He also felt around my stomach and feels I may have a hernia...if so they will repair it.

So signed the consent for surgery (with pride) for the gastric bypass, liver biopsy (they do that now, and my primary wanted it done...so he will be happy) and the hernia.

Then it was off to meet with anesthesia. The doctor was very nice...asked more questions...went over what he will be doing and that was that.

So now it is just waiting. Which we all know is the hardest thing to do...

One other thing that is hard is having no family here. I want my dad to come down...but do not think that will happen...not sure why he will not come...but may email him and see if he will change his mind.

I CANNOT BELIEVE IT...

2008-02-29T15:46:00.003-05:00

I have a DATE...yes I said I have a DATE......

So what will you be doing March 20th......

I will be starting my new life...I cannot believe it...I am beyond excited.

I meet with the surgeon and anesthesia on Tuesday..this is becoming so real.

So does anyone want to come help with Aviva.

The biopsy went well...whatever drugs they gave me worked very well...do not remember a thing. I had a great nurse, he got in a great IV with no pain. My WBC was 13.6 down from 15, but a different lab.

The whole procedure was maybe 15 minutes. I am a bit sore now but going to lay down and relax the rest of the day.

I am going back to the hematologist on March 6th...as long as it is nothing serious..onward we go. And off to my primary on the 6th as well.

FINALLY....

2008-02-28T17:50:00.002-05:00

I get some good news....are you ready?

I AM APPROVED!!! I AM APPROVED!!!

Found out this afternoon...now just have to wait for a date...I am beyond excited. I am looking forward to a new life.

OY...tomorrow is the day....

2008-02-28T01:55:00.002-05:00

tomorrow we will drop Aviva off at my neighbor's and we are off to the hospital for my bone marrow biopsy.

I am getting nervous..cannot sleep (well does not help there is someone snoring VERY loud in my bed).

They told me they will give me drugs if I want and believe me I want....I want to be out of it. They said afterwards if I have pain...they will give me something to manage the pain.

I am praying there is nothing seriously wrong...so if you can keep me in your prayers Friday morning....I would greatly appreciate it.

GUESS where we are going in December?

2008-02-26T08:50:00.002-05:00

If you guess Disney World.....wrong.

If you guessed New York.......wrong again (not crazy enough to go in the winter again).

If you are out if guesses I will tell you.........

We are going to Jamaica...My SIL is getting married December 20th...to a real nice gentleman who is a diplomat for the UN based out of Jamaica. They met at the Fort Lauderdale airport when their flight was delayed going back to Jamaica.

He is really nice..and will make a great uncle for Aviva.

Aviva will be one of the flower girls along with her cousin. So when I know what my SIL wants I can start looking on EBAY.

We are all very excited.

Thank you...

2008-02-25T15:49:00.002-05:00

my friend Shannon for cheering me up today..been a bit of a rough weekend with school work, a friend and of course Spider.

Look what she gave me:

Thank you again...you are always there to cheer me up.

Before & After

2008-02-24T22:53:00.003-05:00

BEFORE

AFTER

UPDATE on my biopsy consult...

2008-02-22T17:49:00.002-05:00

I saw the PA then the doctor...he went over the procedure...he said it is not as painful as you think. They first will take some pictures using a CT scan of my back (you lay flat on your stomach). The do this so they can see where the bone is they want and know where they want to be. They go through the back (forgot the name of the bone) because where they go through is the least sensitive. I can have some sedation (bring it on) and then they give lidicane to the area on the back.

So does not sound so bad...the worst part will be having Spider take the day off (will loss pay..oh well). His type of job no work no pay...he will deal with it.

So hoping they can schedule ASAP (I told them). Can be done at one of three hospitals...I said get me in where it is soonest.

HAIR hair...oh my...

2008-02-21T17:37:00.003-05:00

Some news...

2008-02-18T23:23:00.002-05:00

well of course the hematologist's office never called. So I called the office today. The person I spoke to had no clue why he wanted me to go that hospital.

So she calls me back and explains I have to see the doctors at the office before they do the biopsy. So have to wait till Friday, Feb. 22. Then hoping the biopsy can be scheduled for the following week...I just want it done and not to interfere with my surgery.

Still have not heard from the surgeon's office, the person I need to speak to is out of the office until Wednesday morning. I am getting good at waiting.

SOAP....

2008-02-16T20:38:00.002-05:00

Yes are you wondering what I mean....

Well you see in our house we have a problem with soap.

I buy the body wash for all of us to use. But there is one person in this household that can use a bottle of body wash in a few days when it should last much longer...and I will give you a hint...it is the person here who is male...that leaves only one person.

I think he believes that because it is liquid and on a bath sponge you need to use a whole lot to bath with.

So told him he needs to buy his own soap and I will not complain anymore...so he went out and bought himself a new bath sponge and bar soap.

Guess what? The body wash lasts much longer.

He just thinks I am crazy..because it is not expensive...I understand that is not the point...he uses an excessive amount that is all.

CALLING out the LURKERS...

2008-02-15T10:10:00.002-05:00

The past few days had visitors from Canada, Spain, Kansas, Washington, NY, Florida, Illinois, Colorado, Texas, Ohio, New Zealand and Georgia....

Please come out and introduce yourselves....if you are reading my blog and you have one would love to read yours.

Would love to read your comments. So PLEASE introduce yourself, and do not be SHY.

CONCENTRATION.......

2008-02-14T22:27:00.000-05:00

Happy VALENTINE'S Day!!!

2008-02-14T08:56:00.000-05:00

I am very SCARED...could use prayers and positive thoughts....

2008-02-13T11:50:00.001-05:00

I am back from my follow up with the hematologist. All my blood tests were normal except the white blood count which is even higher then 2 weeks ago...it is now 28,000, normal 8 to 10,000.

The doctor said the only way to know what is going on is to do a bone marrow biopsy. On the script for the biopsy it says diognosis leukocytosis but believes it is Myeloproliferative Disorder.

Of course looked that up and it scares me a bit.So going to have to go to the hospital so the Interventional Radiology department can do a bone marrow biopsy and aspiration under CT guidance. He wants some other tests done with this as well.

I do not know what to think.

Parent-Teacher Conferences.......

2008-02-12T21:54:00.000-05:00

First off, Aviva has a terrific teacher. She is new to the school but not to first grade. Aviva is lucky because there are only 16 students including her in the class.

Found out Aviva is really doing well in reading. On the DRA they need to be between 8-10 to move to second grade. Aviva is at a 20 (she was at a 10 at the end of kindergarten). She loves to read and it shows. Ms. G said she does not have the expression but understands and comprehends everything she is reading, so not worried about that. When we read a book we do not read with expression.

She does very well in spelling and language arts...that could be why she does so well in reading.

Her handwriting is a work in progress. When she takes her time it is neat but normally she does not. But it is getting much better then the beginning of the school year..

In math she is where she should be but not as strong as reading. I do not think she likes it much so that can be why she makes some silly mistakes. She sometimes gets distracted, but when you sit with her she has does not have a problem doing the problems. She gets them with ease. We just have to work on that at home. I have some fun math games so will be bringing those out of the closet.

She is a happy, social child in class and very friendly with her seatmates.

I always like the good news. I just think back to 7 years ago, she just came home as a preemie...and look where she is now. WOW is all I can say.

WHAT a great story about Walgreen's......

2008-02-11T19:38:00.000-05:00

I have seen this story before but worth sharing again. They pay the the disabled workers the same as their abled peers. The head of Walgreen's has a 19 year old son with autism.

Check it out here.

I was recently offered a part-time job as a job coach for adults with developmental disabilities. Hoping after my surgery I will be able to do this. Hoping there are more companies here like Walgreen's.

MY SUPER STAR

2008-02-09T17:21:00.000-05:00

Make an on-line slide show at www.OneTrueMedia.com

Bonds of Love..........

2008-02-08T19:55:00.000-05:00

Between a father and a daughter..a quiet walk at the park.

My Soccer Star

2008-02-07T11:52:00.001-05:00

Found a new website and boy I can have hours of fun playing with photos. Here is one I did last night. It is can be found here.

A FEW things...

2008-02-06T11:04:00.000-05:00

1. Finally my surgeon sent all the information to the insurance company so it is a waiting game. Also, hoping it goes smoothly. If they say not enough money to pay then hoping we can do a payment plan with Cleveland Clinic.

Keep your fingers crossed and say a little prayer that it all goes my way.

2. I am writing a position paper for my class and it is getting the best of me. For some reason having a hard time getting info...we have to show both sides of the issue then can state our side...it is due Sunday,

3. For those that sent me MEMEs I promise to get them done after I finish my paper.

I want to THANK...

2008-02-04T15:11:00.000-05:00

Lisa at it's the little things for the lovely necklace she made for me. It is two hearts that are hand stamped with true love and her anniversary date. It came out terrific.

I am very happy that I ordered it and will proudly wear it.

Thanks again Lisa!!

MEN.....

2008-02-04T11:31:00.000-05:00

'nuff said!

OUT of 173 countries......

2008-02-04T08:47:00.000-05:00

the United States is one of FOUR yes I said 4 that does not have a National policy for paid maternity leave...the other other countries are Liberia, Papau New Guinea and Swaziland.

That is very sad.

There is the FMLA for unpaid leave but company has to have more then 50 people.

SOMETHING needs to change.

My SOCCER STAR.....

2008-02-03T20:02:00.000-05:00

GREAT idea for USED CROCS.....

2008-02-01T13:05:00.000-05:00

You can also mail your Crocs back ot the company if no local retailer
will take them. :)

http://www.cnn.com/2008/LIVING/wayoflife/02/01/crocs.ap/index.html

NEW YORK (AP) -- Old Crocs are getting a second chance -- and giving
many needy people around the world their first pair of shoes. The
maker of the ubiquitous plastic shoes is launching its SolesUnited
initiative to the public, asking for donations of worn-out shoes to
be recycled and turned into new ones.
The company started donating shoes a little over a year ago when the
brand's materials scientists figured out a way to recycle the
plastic. But the plastic almost exclusively came from scraps created
during the manufacturing process.

SolesUnited marks the opening of the program to the public with many
retailers around the country accepting old shoes. It was to be
announced on "The Celebrity Apprentice" Thursday night.

Crocs are made of a proprietary closed-cell resin that expands and
contracts to mold to the wearer's foot.

"It's a great opportunity to give back," Crocs CEO Ron Snyder says.
"We've been very fortunate as a company."

Fortunate is right: Crocs was a small business founded in 2002 in
Niwot, Colorado. Last year, it was one of the most widely traded Wall
Street stocks, and it was named a top pick for this year by an
analyst at PiperJaffray.

SolesUnited shoes have slight design tweaks to differentiate them
from the traditional Crocs. Shoes recently sent to Malawi, for
example, were without the back strap found on the original clog-style
shoe.

Crocs' distribution partner, the charitable Brother's Brother
Foundation in Pittsburgh has sent shoes around the world, including
Chile, El Salvador, India, Pakistan, Kenya, Vietnam and Zimbabwe.
During January, it filled nine oceangoing containers, each one
holding 10,000 pairs of shoes.

But, says Luke Hingson, president of Brother's Brother, this new
expansion will bring the program "to a whole other level."

The shoes are important in these developing countries because it
reduces people's exposure to foot injury and infection and they
simply can walk farther when their feet don't hurt.

SolesUnited Crocs are embossed to note that they use recycled plastic
and are intended for charitable purposes and can't be sold.

A similarly styled shoe, however, will be introduced in the U.S. as a
fundraising tool.

"They're unique. You'll know you're participating in the SolesUnited
program if you're wearing them," he says.

BACK from the Hematologist's office....

2008-01-30T15:11:00.000-05:00

and gave a lot of blood. My primary care doctor wanted to take precaution because I consistently have an elevated White Blood Count so he wants to see what is going on.

I have given so much blood for tests in the past few weeks.

I know they are checking sed rate--that is for arthritis...not sure of the rest of the tests..cannot remember the names.

He wants me to see a dentist...here it will be impossible to get an appointment before Feb. 13th(when I go back for the results). UGH!!

So please say a little prayer for me that it is nothing serious.

PS...went to the cardiologist yesterday and he dictated the letter and put it in as stat. So hoping they have it by Friday. Will call the surgeon's office then.

FRUSTRATION sets in....

2008-01-28T11:49:00.000-05:00

ugh....OK...I finished all my tests, class and session with the psychologist. So called the surgeon's office this morning and left a message for the nurse. She calls me back when I am in with my doc. So call her back when I get home.

She checked my chart and said she has everything (I breath a sigh of relief) till I hear BUT. The letter from the cardiologist is not acceptable. It just says he clears me for surgery. NOPE not what they wanted. They want a cardiology consultation letter..no clue what it is (anyone know) but she said he would know. I believe letter about my history and stuff.

So made an appointment for tomorrow at 2:45 pm (now have to take Aviva) but want that letter and want it done right. Hoping they can type it fast and fax it to the surgeon's office by Wednesday morning.

I just hope it all goes smoothly.