I am very disappointed and very upset now. I am now not going to NY for my Dad's surgery he said does not make sense for me to just sit with him if he is in the hospital. And he cannot spend the time with me that he would like. I understand but he is my only parent and I need him.
I put the ticket on hold and after he recovers a bit, I would go up to NY. So told him a good time for me is between classes so b/n 3/5 and 3/12. And maybe a bit warmer during that time.
Just wanted to be there with him. So now will be so nervous all day and have to wait to get the phone call. Hard to wait. I just wanted to be there with him. Even if just sitting there with him. He does not understand.